I never would have thought this would happen, in a million years. To see it crumble and fall like that, just fall apart like peices in a game of jenga. It doesn't make much sense to me, but he has a reason and he has a plan. I will follow it wherever it leads me, to whatever destination. I know where my life is going, I just cant keep track of where the people fit into the places in it. Who knows who will be where in my life, what positions, what places they will keep. Only god really. He is going to make me happy, he already has. He will make them happy, her, him, everyone who needs that joy right now, will be happy. God loves me, and I talked to him tonight. He loves you too, and you should do that same. I dont know exactly what is going to happen, but whatever it is, i know that god is the one who says it should, and he will never lead me astray. I follow him out of the darkness, out of the sorrow of my life, and into the light of the life he has planned for me.
night,
David.
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I read your blogs. I care about you; about what happens to you. Eli is often in my thoughts, as is his son; they are the family that I will never have. You are not alone, David. There is someone in this world who loves you... besides God.
P.S. Thanks for the compliment in a former blog; never expected to be reading about myself on a messageboard confessional! Hahaha
hey karen, i didnt know you would be reading my blog. Its kind of cool how you always seem to find me. I hope you are doing well.
Excluding bitter & twisted, lonely and still single??? Hehehe Seriously, I'm doing just fine. Thanks for asking. Well David, you've certainly come a l-o-n-g way yourself from the sad "fucked up loser"(sic)!!! Of course, I "know" you only through your writing; but I happen to think that you are a great kid. My apologies, I should have said "young man". You have a good heart. Those who don't appreciate you for what you are - they're the losers.
Happy 4th of July; enjoy the long week-end.
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