I'm glad i made this a confessional because...

I need to confess something that no one will ever read. I don't hate Veronica and I never will. I have had problems with her before like with almost everyone, but with Veronica problems arose over talk of the team next year. While I always cite anything I know about acadec as being from the DemiDec Decathalon's Primer, she was arguing with me with her own knowledge. She was acting like she knew more than I did, and it was because she was on the first team. The truth is, Oliver was wrong, she wasn't the next Sam Bivins who scored a 7600 at his first regionals. She barely placed at all with her 6,700, although the highest on the soon to be new team one. Only 100 more than Alysse, and 200 more than me. This is worriesome considering that we were not on the first team, and thus did not study anywhere near as hard as veronica did. The truth is that with 1 of the A spots, 2 of the B spots, and 1 of the C spots it could have been anyone else and they probobly would have done just as well, if not better. It's horrible to say, but when you feild favorites it hurts the team. I am going to kill myself studying this year, because i know what i need to do to prove what I am capable of. To myself and to everyone else. I want to be highest scoring Decathalete on the team. Decathalon 'tis what i do. Once again I love Veronica, she is very close to me as a friend, but I just had to say whats been on my mind, and even if no one reads this, its my confessional. So thats what this is for.