College

It is going, It is only the 4th day but I think that I am doing all right. I have armenian studies, which is a very interesting and pretty awesome course. I also have History of latin american republics which is history course that pretty much covers all that I have been studying for a year. I have a nutrition class that will just make my dietary habits more strict. I have a math class that seems more like an economics class than a math class. I finally have a criticial thinking class that will probobly challenge some of my beliefs. I will work hard to keep who I am in college, while learning and growing as much as I can.

what is life?

Life is love, and Love is infalible yet a complete mess at the same time. I wish that I could feel that passion that I did so long ago, there was a time in my life when I had a girlfriend who would kiss me when we fought and when we didnt, In the rain and in the sun, when we were happy or mad, or just when I needed someone. I don't think it was the love that people dream about, but it was certainly some kind of love. The kind where they understand you and feel how you do, and you can hold them and it makes the world stop and life is amazing. I just miss it sometimes, but I am ready for something new; even if it isn't the same.

- David

I feel so burnt out.

It gets this way sometimes, when you just feel burnt out. It is like I can't talk to god, or anyone. I just need to get out of this house and go to do things in the world. That wont solve the problem, but it may help me to find God more easily and ask him to work in my life.

-David