So its been a crazy week.

I havent been on the internet for a whole week, school week at least. This is an amazing thing to most of my friends, but beeing off for a week is awesomely insane. I have been studying my butt off this week, rewriting packets and I hope that it makes my score amazing. Acadec is in its final stretch before regionals, and band is just starting. Winter drums seems like its going to be amazing. So lets get this shit going! My life is about to start.

LIfe goes by so fast.

There are some things that you just realize you can't do, and others that you realize you wish you had. Regret; it is such an ugly and terrible word. I hate it, living with regret is never good. I will probobly live with some regret from things that i didnt do now, or would have done now. damn.

Just walk away.

People say things that hurt a lot, maybe once a in a while, or twice a week, or every single day. But when a friend says something that hurts, its hard to do this, its hard to just walk away. Who knows if youre gonna be alright, and who knows if shit will be ok. It all depends on who your friend is, and what you guys have been doing forever. Sometimes small things stick and mess up friendships, sometimes lives are never the same. Somtimes theyre fine. When you get in a fight with someone and it hurts so bad, what if you could just delete them out of your life? you never see them daily, and you never see them otherwise, the only other time you see them is when you arrange for it. you could just delete them from your social web sites, cancel your subscription to their lives, delete them out of your phone, delete all the pictures of them around you, cancel what you dont want to see, but would that make it better? WHo knows what will make the future better, but burning bridges is never a good idea, so deleting things from a good friend, is a bad idea. stream of consciousness.

-david.